
Psalm 51:15
New Living Translation
Unseal my lips, O Lord,
that my mouth may praise you.
For Meditation
There is a song in my heart that I long to sing,
But I cannot.
A deep joy I cannot express.
I tremble with desire;
Praises well up within me,
waiting to erupt.
My hands lift in the worship of my God,
My Jesus, to serenade.
So why is there a blockade in me?
Why do I choke when the desire
to sing peaks?
I recall moments
When I looked away from Jesus
and indulged the flesh:
The instant those awful words
poured out of my mouth;
When my wife was in tears,
And I didn’t care.
When my child slammed the door
and declared he hates me.
The moment my friend left,
shaking his head in disgust.
When my colleague felt abused,
diminished, and betrayed.
The time my hidden dagger
drove through his back.
The night alone at the hotel
On that business trip,
When all morality caved in,
And I lost my way with a stranger.
The moment I turned in that report—
the embellished facts,
The inflated figures—
that tormented me with guilt,
The emotions that assail me.
So, how can I sing my song?
How can I worship and rejoice
In the Lord I love?
Oh, that you would deliver me from myself
and plunge me into your river of mercy and grace
that flows from Calvary,
bringing your forgiveness
and freedom from my guilt.
Unseal my lips, O Lord,
so that my mouth may open with praise.
For you alone I desire.
To you alone I live to worship
and praise you all the days of my life.
Amen!